a million cuts to myself and im wondering what is wrong
quietly stabbing me the force is so strong
hide and seek feels like a wall is wedged between
i cant tell im feeling weak
in the past i was on a winning streak
now im just trying to bite off that overdone steak
behavior is weird like sticks that break my bones
yet im still trying to hold on with whats left of my soul
there's so many things you look forward to but im not the one
think you wanna be alone
2 lone rocks on a vast piece of land
baby girl, do you still take me as your man?
if i let out my hand will you grab it, when you fall before you land so things are safely where they stand
im yours but you left that behind along with bad memories
acknowledge my existence yet you look right through me
what's on your mind i really want to know,
that you're always mine and that's what i hope to find
so i can find that peace of mind.

Dear baby,

Its time to learn and start to make a change
Wait for too long, things will get out of range
To stay ahead of the game so many you have to adjust
It takes a long time please don rush
Things don happen just because you wan it fast
Truth is you won’t last if you run that fast
You’ve been through a lot
Problems keep coming at you no matter how you dodge
God is a Blacksmith with an iron wrought
Clamp between beat you up till you’re red hot
Pain is the process of molding you
That’s how life is, and how you look at it
You go through it coming out stronger than ever
Better and lasting longer than ever
Stop and strategize plan and realize
That you can run but you can’t hide
When u’re on top everyone wants to get to you
When u make mistakes everybody shuns you
Nobody remembers the achievements
They only remember the times you fuck up
The times when disaster strikes
But its never too late to try
The end result is a damn long ride
Endless winding road and never smooth sailing
If you’re wiling to take it it’s the path to right
Believe me at the end of the tunnel you’ll see the light